90 Days of Spring: 82 – Day 81

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第 82 第八十一日 Chapter 82 The Eighty First Day

她不要讓衛泠死。
She does not let Wei Ling die.

淼淼詢問了他們所處的位置,收好血石連忙往回走。內室這會兒只有幾個丫鬟留守,她的東西並不多,隨意收拾了兩身衣服和一袋子珍珠便往外走。
Miao asked them where they were, and collected blood stones and hurried back. There were only a few servant girls left behind in the inner room. She didn’t have many things. She picked up two clothes and a bag of pearls at random, and went out.

東海距離此地上千里,馬車必定趕不及了,她又不會騎馬,唯一的辦法便是走水路。如若一路順風,約莫三五日便能趕到東海,具體位置她已經求老人告訴她了,應當不難找到。
The East China Sea is thousands of miles away. The carriage must be late. She can not ride a horse. The only way is to take the water. If you have a pleasant journey, you will be able to get to the East China Sea in about 35 days. She has asked the old man to tell her in a specific location, so it should be easy to find.

起初丫鬟見她打疊行囊只覺奇怪,越看越不對勁,在她走時忙上前攔住,「女郎要去哪兒?」
At first, the servant girl felt strange when she saw her bags folded. The more she saw it, the worse it was. When she was away, she hurried forward and stopped. “Where are the girls going? ”

淼淼滿臉堅定,「我要到東海一趟。」她想了想應當給楊復留下一句話,「你告訴王爺,我這一去不知多少日,叫他不必找我。」
The vast face is full of firmness. “I want to go to the East China Sea. She thought to herself that she should leave a message to Yang Fu, “you tell Wang Ye, I don’t know how many days I go, so that he doesn’t have to look for me. ”

一壁說一壁往門口走去,那丫鬟豈敢就此放她走,王爺回來還不得狠狠罰她,遂不得不攔住淼淼去路,苦口婆心地規勸:「女郎萬勿從動,一切等王爺回來再做定奪……看時辰王爺就快回來了,您再等等!」
When the wall said a wall to the door, the servant girl would not dare to leave her, and the king returned not to give her a cruel punishment. Then he had to stop the way of the Miao. At the time, the king is coming back, you wait! ”

淼淼哪裡顧得上許多,衛泠的安危未知,生死未卜,端是一刻都不能再等下去。她甩開丫鬟的手,似是下了很大的決心,「你別攔著我,如果我不能回來了,就讓王爺別再等我……」
Miao Miao where many care, Wei Ling’s safety is unknown, life and death, the end can not wait for a moment. She threw away her servant’s hand. It seemed that she was very determined. “Please don’t stop me. If I can’t come back, let Wang ai not wait for me.” ”

她這一去,下定決心要把衛泠的修為還給他,或許還能救衛泠一命。大不了重新做回鮫人,只是這樣就不能陪在楊復身邊了……可是再一想衛泠,只要他不死,她願意捨棄這段感情救他。
When she went, she was determined to give him back to Wei Ling, and perhaps he could save Wei Ling’s life. At the end of the day, I will return to the shark, but I just can’t stay with Yang Fu. But once again, Wei Ling, as long as he does not die, she is willing to abandon this relationship to save him.

話未說完,才邁出門檻便險些撞到一人,她仰頭一看,楊復正面色沉鬱地盯著她。
Before she had finished speaking, she almost ran into a doorman. She looked up and Yang Fuzheng looked at her with a deep face.

「什麼不能回來,你要去哪?」
“Why can’t you come back? Where are you going? ”

甫一回來便聽見她這句話,楊復臉色自然不好看,尤其她掛在肩頭的包袱分外刺眼。如果不是他提早出宮,回來是否便再見不到她?
As soon as she came back, she heard her remark, and Yang Fu’s face did not look good, especially the burden on her shoulder. If he had not gone out of the palace earlier, would he have seen her again?

淼淼沒想到被他聽個正著,見他視線落在肩頭,不由自主地握緊了包袱,「我去東海。」
Miao Miao did not expect to be heard by him. He saw his eyes falling on his shoulders and squeezed the burden involuntarily. “I went to the East China Sea. ”

楊復杵在菱花門前,頎長的身軀阻擋了她的去路,他不笑的時候分外有壓迫感,不怒而威,讓人從心底裡生出畏懼。淼淼也害怕,可是眼下有更要緊的事情,她更怕自己去得晚了,連衛泠最後一面都見不到。
Yang Fuchu is in front of the gate of the diamond, the tall body blocks her way, he does not laugh when there is a sense of oppression, no anger and power, let people from the bottom of the heart born of fear. Miao Miao is also afraid, but there are more important things at the moment. She is more afraid that she will be late. Even Wei Ling can not see her last.

楊復收回目光,凝眸淡聲:「去東海做什麼?」
Yang Fu looked back and looked at the faint voice. “What do you want to do in the East China Sea? ”

她不假思索,「救衛泠!」
She did not think, “save Wei Ling!” ”

楊復靜靜看著她,不置一詞。
Yang Fu looked at her quietly, without a word.

所以就如同他聽到的那樣,她為了救另一個男人離開,這一去不知多少時日,連能不能回來都未知。她叫他不用等,這是什麼意思?他和衛泠之間的抉擇,他始終落於下風麼?
So, just as he heard, she left to save another man. It was unknown how many days he could not return. She told him not to wait. What does it mean? Did he always fall behind the choice between Wei and Ling?

淼淼被他看得忐忑,一顆心七上八下,終究是要交代清楚的,一昧逃避也不是辦法。她低頭想了一會兒,再抬眸時已然有了定奪,「王爺,我不知道這一去還能不能回來,如果三個月之後仍舊沒有消息,你便不要等我了。也不用去東海找我,這是我欠衛泠的,我必須還給他。」
Miao Miao was looked at by his mind, and his heart was seven or eight. After all, he had to explain clearly. She looked down for a moment, and then she looked up. “Lord, I don’t know if I can come back. If there is still no news in three months, you don’t wait for me.” I don’t need to go to the East China Sea to find me. This is my owe to Wei Ling. I must give it back to him. ”

她眼含冀望,同以前許多次一模一樣,「如果我不回來了,王爺能不能偶爾想起我?」
Her eyes looked like many times before. “If I don’t come back, can Wang occasionally remind me of me?” ”

說完自己先否定了,搖搖頭嘲笑自己貪心,「你不用想我,把我忘了也行,這樣正好。」
After saying this, he negated himself, shook his head and laughed at his greed. “You don’t have to think about me, forget me.” ”

她說得輕巧,其實一雙手早已在袖中握成了拳頭,指甲深深地嵌入肉中,疼痛抵不過心痛,漸漸地麻木了。她從他身旁擠出去,沒敢留著等他的回答,也不知害怕什麼,索性就此離去。
She said so lightly that her hands had long been clenched in her sleeves and her nails were deeply embedded in the flesh. The pain was more painful than the pain. She squeezed away from him and did not dare to stay and wait for his reply, nor did he fear anything.

***

沒走多遠,手腕猛地被一股力道扯住,她腳步不穩地後退,下一瞬便被抵在牆壁上。
Not far away, her wrists were suddenly pulled by a force, her footsteps unsteadily receding, and the next moment she was on the wall.

身前是楊復的胸膛,黛藍色衣袍遮擋了她的視線,他沉重的呼吸就在臉前,「那我呢?」
In front of him was Yang Fu’s chest. Dai’s blue gown was blocking her view. His heavy breathing was in front of his face. “What about me? ”

淼淼編貝牙齒緊咬,死死忍著才沒落下淚來。
Miao’s mother’s teeth are biting hard, and he can’t bear to tear them down.

楊復逼至跟前,近在咫尺:「淼淼,我怎麼辦?」嗓音很輕,像暗藏洶湧的海水,表面平靜,深處早已掀起滔天巨浪。
Yang pushed back to the next stage. “What am I going to do, Miao?” “The voice is very light, like the hidden sea, the surface is calm, the deep has already set off billows.

淼淼帶著哭腔:「我不知道……」
“I do not know…” ”

她其實想說,剛才那些都不是她的真心話,她不想讓他忘了他,就算她很久不回來,他也不能忘了她。那些她拚命營造的回憶,到最後不能只有她一個人記得。
She actually wanted to say that those were not her real words just now. She didn’t want him to forget him. Even if she hadn’t come back for a long time, he could not forget her. The memories she had built so hard could not be remembered by herself at last.

可是這樣對楊復不公平,如果他一直等著她,便不能按照聖人皇后的意思娶妻生子。他是這麼優秀的人,怎麼能因為她耽誤前程。她以前自私了很多回,把衛泠害得如此下場,不能再讓楊復也如此。
But this is unfair to Yang Fu. If he has been waiting for her, he will not be able to take the wife and son according to the meaning of the sage queen. He is such an excellent person, how can she delay her future? She used to be selfish for a lot of times, so that Wei Ling could be hurt so much that she could no longer let Yang Fu do the same.

楊復抬起她的下巴,逼她看向自己,「如果我忘不掉呢?」
Yang Fu lifted her chin and forced her to look at herself. “If I can’t forget it?” ”

兩人挨得極近,眼睫毛輕輕一眨便能碰到他的皮膚,甚至能感受到他身上傳來的怒意。淼淼一陣愣神,眼睛濕漉漉地。
The two people get very close. Eyelashes can touch his skin in a blink, and even feel the anger on his body. A gust of Leng, with a wet eye.

他把她困在身體和牆壁間,低沉的聲音響在耳邊,「不要走。」
He trapped her in between the body and the walls, and his low voice rang in his ear. “Do not go. ”

淼淼吸了吸鼻子,終於忍不住襲來的酸澀,淚水順著頰畔簌簌滾落,「可是衛泠要死了……他不能死……」
When he inhaled his nose, he couldn’t resist the sour and bitter tears. He rolled down his cheeks. “But Wei Ling is dying.” He can’t die… ”

她哭得毫無預兆,不聲不響,只靜靜地留著淚。淚水溢出眼眶化作珍珠,一顆顆落在兩人的腳邊,散落了滿地。
She wept without warning, silent, but silently weeping. Tears flowed out of the orbit into pearls, and one fell on the feet of two people, scattered all over the floor.

她當真是毫無辦法了,既然知道衛泠生命垂危,豈能坐視不理。他曾經為她做了那麼多,她想過日後慢慢地還給他,眼下看來是等不及了。那老人說他最多只能撐七八日,她晚走一步便多一分危險。
She had no way to do it. Since she knew that Wei Ling’s life was dying, she could not sit still. He had done so much for her. She thought he would give him back in the future. The old man said that he could only stay for seven or eight days at most.

以前那麼厲害的衛泠,無所不能的衛泠,硬生生因為她喪命。
In the past, Wei Ling, the mighty Wei Ling, was very hard because she was killed.

都怪她。
She’s all to blame.

淼淼越想越自責,舉起手臂揉了揉眼睛,「我不能讓他死,我要去救他……求你了,王爺,讓我去吧。」
The more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself. He raised his arm and rubbed his eyes. “I can’t let him die. I’m going to save him…” Please, Lord, let me go. ”

如果真要在衛泠的生命和楊復之間做一個選擇,她只能選擇衛泠。如果衛泠就此死了,此後無數個日夜她都得活在愧疚悔恨之中,如果這樣跟楊復在一起,他們兩個人都不快樂。
If she really wants to make a choice between Wei Ling’s life and Yang Fu, she can only choose Wei Ling. If Wei Ling had died, she would have lived in guilt and regret for countless days and nights. If they were together with Yang Fu, they would not be happy about the two.

身後傳來丫鬟的驚呼聲,楊復伸手將她按在胸口,凝視著滿地的珍珠豆子,默聲不語。
The cry of the servant girl came from behind, and Yang Fu stretched out her hand and pressed her to her chest. She gazed at the pearl beans all over the place, silent.

丫鬟立在廊廡下沒有靠近,遠遠地看見地上閃爍著細潤光芒,還當是淼淼的錢囊漏了。正猶豫著是否該出聲提醒,便聽王爺厲聲吩咐:「都退下,沒有本王吩咐不得靠近室內半步。」
The servant girl was standing close to the corridor, not far away from the corridor, and saw the light shining on the ground far away. Hesitating whether or not to remind him, he listened to Wang Yu’s harsh voice and said, “all of you are going to retire. ”

幾名丫鬟紛紛後退,依言站在院中,便見四王不顧淼淼女郎的掙扎,強硬地將她領到屋中,砰一聲闔上菱花門。幾人目光一轉,落在廊下散落的珍珠上,簇擁上前一個個拾起,打算日後再還給淼淼女郎。
Several servant girls were retreating, and they stood in the courtyard according to the words. Then they saw that the four kings did not care about the struggles of the Miao girl, and pushed her to the house hard, and banged up the upper gate. A few people turned their eyes and fell on the pearls scattered on the porch. They gathered around and picked up each other and planned to give it back to the Miao girl later.

***

淼淼哭得好不可憐,大抵是把心裡的恐懼和不安都哭出來了,一邊掙扎一邊抹眼淚,「我要去東海,沒有時間了……衛泠會死的,他就要死了。」
The crying of the Miao is very poor, most of which is crying out of the fear and unrest of the heart, and flounder with tears, “I will go to the East China Sea, and there is no time… Wei Ling will die, and he will die. ”

語序越來越雜亂無章,無論她怎麼掙扎都逃脫不了楊復的桎梏,他把她按在床榻上,「淼淼,我曾經對自己說過。」
The word order became more and more disorganized. No matter how she struggled, she could not escape from the fetters of Yang Fu. He put her on the bed, “Miao Miao,” I once told myself. ”

淼淼睜開迷濛淚眼,在他肩上蹭了蹭淚花,嗚嗚咽咽地懇求,「我保證還會回來……」
Miao opened his eyes and rubbed tears on his shoulders, pleading with him, “I promise I will come back…” ”

楊復彷彿沒聽到,手掌扣著她的腦袋,「在明德山莊落水那晚,如果你回頭,我此生都不放過你。」
Yang Fu did not seem to hear her hands clasping her head. “If you turn around at the end of the Ming De villa, I will not let you go in this life. ”

她一愣,止住哭泣。
She stopped crying and stopped crying.

「所以哪怕你會因此恨我,我也不會放你走。」他輕輕地撫著她的頭髮,好像剛才強迫她的人不是他似的。溫柔繾綣,帶著無盡綿綿情意。
“So even if you hate me for it, I won’t let you go. He gently stroked her hair as if someone who had forced her were not like him. Tender love, with endless love.

不是沒想過陪她一起去,然而近來朝堂脫不開身,正是波詭雲譎、暗藏洶湧之際,稍一動作便能引起軒然大波,形勢緊張。只消過了這幾日,聖人廢黜太子的聖旨下來,便能安定些許時日,屆時再陪同她去東海未嘗不可。
I didn’t want to go with her, but recently, it was a strange and subtle way to get out of the hall. It could cause a big wave and the situation was tense. Only after these days can the emperor dethrone Prince Edward’s decree and settle down for some time, and then accompany her to the East China Sea.

楊復將打算同她說了,然而她一個勁兒地搖頭,「太久了,衛泠撐不到那個時候……我現在走水路過去,剛好能趕得及。」
Yang Fu was going to talk to her, but she shook her head vigorously. “Too long, Wei Ling couldn’t support that time.” I’m going through the water right now, and I can make it. ”

她緊緊地拽著楊復的袖子,「讓我去好不好?王爺,求求你,讓我去東海。」
She tightly tugged at Yang Fu’s sleeve. “Let me go, OK? Lord Wang, please, let me go to the East China Sea. ”

楊復拂袖起身,「不好。」
Yang Fu rose up with his sleeve, “no good. ”

說著走出內室,緊繃的下頷洩露了他此刻壓抑的情緒,渾身都透著股陰翳之氣。他走出屋外,停頓片刻,似是下了極大的決心,對兩旁樂山樂水吩咐兩句,舉步離去。
Speaking out of the inner room, the tight chin revealed his feelings of depression at the moment, and his whole body was covered by the shadow of the stock. He walked out of the house and pause for a moment. It seemed that he had made a great determination to bid farewell to both sides of the mountain.

淼淼緊跟著下床,連繡鞋都來不及穿,踩著白襪匆匆來到門口,卻被樂山樂水攔住去路,「王爺有令,不能讓您離開溶光院半步。」
The Miao is close to the bed, and even the embroidered shoes are too late to wear. They rush to the door in the White Sox, but they are stopped by the music of music. “The king does not let you leave the half of the light courtyard.” ”

淼淼偏不信,試圖從兩人手底下鑽出去,無奈才露出一個頭,便被一雙手掌推了回去。樂水不太會控制力道,她踉踉蹌蹌後退幾步,腰肢撞上圓桌,疼得蹙了蹙眉頭,「為什麼不讓我出去?憑什麼關著我!」
Miao Miao refused to believe, trying to get out of the bottom of the two men, but reluctantly revealed a head, and was pushed back by a pair of palms. Lok Shui does not control her strength very much. She stumbles back a few steps, and her waist hits the round table. She frowns with pain. “Why not let me go out? Why do you close me up! ”

她不甘心地又硬闖了兩次,每回都被毫不留情地擋了回來,再好的脾氣也暴怒了,抓起桌上的包袱便朝兩人扔去:「滾!」
She did not willingly break two times, and every time she was kept back without mercy, and the good temper was furious, grabbing the baggage on the table and throwing it to the two people: “roll!” ”

包袱裡裝著兩件換洗衣服,以及積攢了大半袋子的珍珠,眼下都掉在了地上,發出咚咚咚的聲響。方才撿了珍珠的丫鬟正打算送回給淼淼,還沒走到門邊,便見從裡面飛出來一個包袱,狠狠砸在樂水身上,接著又掉了一地珠子。
Two pieces of washing clothes were packed in the bundle, and pearls that had accumulated more than half of the bags fell to the ground and made a loud noise. The servant girl who had picked up the Pearl was going to send it back to the Miao, and did not go to the door. Then he saw a burden from it, smashed it on the music water, and then dropped a bead.

她傻眼了,一時不知該不該上前,今兒個是怎麼回事?淼淼女郎在散財?
She was so dumb that she didn’t know whether to go forward or not. Is the Miao girl scattered in his money?

然而再看樂山樂水,兩人面無表情,那點兒東西落在他們身上根本不痛不癢。既然是王爺吩咐,他們便要嚴格看守。
However, looking at Leshan Le Shui, the two of them were expressionless, and that thing fell on them. Since they are commanded by Wang, they must be strictly guarded.

***

一連兩天,除了連送膳食的丫鬟,淼淼根本沒機會見任何人。
For two days in a row, Miao had no chance to see anyone except the girl who sent food.

楊復倒是會準時過來陪她用膳,可是泰半時候淼淼都不搭理他,即便開口也是:「你讓我去好不好?」
Yang Fu would come to eat with her on time, but in the first half of the time, he did not even talk to him. Even if he spoke, “would you let me go?” ”

每當此時楊復便置若罔聞,實在被她逼問得多了,才會看著她道:「再等本王兩日。」
At this time, Yang Fu turned a deaf ear to her, and was asked more by her. Then she looked at her and said, “wait two days for this king.” ”

去東海的路途既長又不安全,若是讓她一個人去,難免不會出什麼意外。何況若她先去了,屆時茫茫大海,他要如何找到她的蹤影?
The journey to the East China Sea is long and unsafe. If she is allowed to go alone, there will be no accidents. Besides, if she goes first, when the sea is boundless, how will he find her?

再等兩天,他一定陪著她去。
After two days, he must accompany her.

淼淼很生氣,她已經耽誤兩天了,再耽誤下去誰知道衛泠會不會出事。她一天好幾次拿起血石,或許是衛泠醒了,那邊再無人回應她的問話。所幸上回她問好了位置,不愁到時候找不到。
Miao Miao is very angry, she has been delayed for two days, and then delay who knows whether Wei Ling will have an accident. She picked up blood stone several times a day, perhaps Wei Ling woke up, and no one answered her question. Fortunately, she asked her where she was last time.

她哪有胃口吃飯,這兩天根本沒吃什麼,樂山樂水就跟兩尊門神似的,不分日夜地守在門口,讓她想找機會偷溜都沒辦法。越想越覺的氣惱,淼淼拉著楊復的手狠狠咬下去,那兒本就有一個牙印,據說是她變成人時咬的,一直消不去。
She has a stomach to eat, these two days do not eat at all, music is like two doors like, not in day and night in the door, let her want to find the opportunity to steal all the way. The more I feel more and more annoyed, Miao Miao pulls Yang Fu’s hand and bites it down. There is a tooth print there, which is said to have been bitten by her when she became a human being.

所以淼淼每次咬他專挑這個地方,牙印越來越深,最好能讓他痛,她才覺得解氣。
So every time Miao Miao bites him to pick this place, the teeth print is getting deeper and deeper. It is best to make him feel pain.

楊復摸著她的腦袋,「你是小狗嗎?」
Yang Fumo has her head. “Are you a puppy?” ”

淼淼當真惱他,連日來的憤恨加在一起,直把他的手咬出血來,「只剩五天了……乘水路最快也要五天。」她眨了眨眼睛,說不出的無助悲苦,「王爺,讓我去吧……」
Miao Miao really annoyed him. Even the resentment of the day came together and he bitten the bleeding of his hand. “There are only five days left.” The fastest way to take the water is five days. “She blinked, unable to speak of helplessness and sorrow,” Wang, let me go… ”

楊復的手一頓,任由她咬著不鬆口。
Yang Fu’s hand was for her bite.

「後天。」他道,「淼淼,後天我們一起去。」
“The day after tomorrow. “He said,” the sky, the day after tomorrow we go together. ”

後天哪還趕得及!淼淼不再說話,失望地看了他一眼,環膝蜷縮在角落。
The day after tomorrow, you can get it! Miao no longer spoke, looked at him disappointedly, and curled his knees around the corner.

她像是突然想通了,不再念叨著要離開的話,只是一個下午都在沉默。晚上也很乖,小貓一樣嗚嚥著迎合他,軟軟的聲音撓得人都酥了。楊復這次時間比以往都長,到最後她只剩下微弱的啜泣聲,他卻還沒發洩。
She seemed to have suddenly realized that she had no longer been talking about leaving, but that she had been silent all afternoon. In the evenings, the cat was whimsy to cater for him, and the soft voice made everyone feel crisp. Yang Fu’s time was longer than before. In the end, she had only a faint sobbing.

明明她就在懷裡,還是覺得不安,唯有一次次嵌入她身體中,才能找回些許心安。一次次擁她入懷,非但沒有填補得了心底那塊缺口,反而有愈加擴大的趨勢。
Obviously she was in her arms, still feel uneasy, only once in her body, in order to recover some peace of mind. Holding her in her arms again and again, instead of filling up the gap in the bottom of her heart, there is an increasing trend.

翌日楊覆沒有回來,本意是留她一人靜靜,或許便能想開了。
Yang did not come back the next day, but she wanted to leave her alone, and perhaps she could think of it.

是以暮色西陲才來到溶光院,融融霞光照在屋簷上,顯得院內更為清寂。正室門口守著兩人,樂山樂水分立左右,神情嚴肅,一絲不苟。
It was only in the evening of the western border that we came to the place of light, and the sunlight shone on the eaves. At the entrance of the main room, there were two people, who were separated from each other and looked serious and meticulous.

楊復行至跟前,「淼淼今天如何?」
Yang returned to the front, “how is it today?” ”

兩人行禮,樂山回道:「女郎今日沒有硬闖,倒是一直很安靜。」
Two people salute, Leshan replied: “the girl did not rush hard today, but it has been very quiet. ”

楊復蹙眉,沒來由地騰起一股不安,沒再多問,踅身邁過門檻。室內安安靜靜,幔帳內隆起一個小小山丘,楊復掀開被縟,裡面只有幾件堆疊的衣物,並無淼淼痕跡。
Yang Fu frowned, without any reason to stir up uneasiness, and asked no more questions. The room was quiet, and there was a small hill rising in the curtain. Yang Fu had a red tape, and there were only a few stacked clothes, no trace of Miao.

他眸色一深,驟然變得暴怒:「來人!」
His eyes were deep and suddenly became furious: “come on!” ”

樂山樂水聞聲趕來,「王爺何事?」
The music of music comes in, “what is the Lord?” ”

他手一揮,將一床被縟扔到兩人跟前,「這便是你們看守的結果?淼淼呢?」
With a wave of his hand, he threw a bed in front of the two men. “Is this the result of your watch?” How about the Miao? ”

兩人抬眸,待看清床上衣物後倏然一愣,跪地請罪道:「是屬下辦事不利,有所疏忽,甘受王爺責罰!」
The two men raised their eyes and looked at the clothes on the bed. Then they fell to their knees and confessing their sins. “It is a matter of disadvantage and negligence. They are punished by the king.” ”

楊復繞過他們,「責罰日後再議。備馬,去把人找回來!」
Yang Fu bypassed them, “the punishment will be reconsidered later.” Get a horse and get someone back! ”

她若是出了城門,守衛那兒應當有登記。若是走的不遠應當還沒追回來。一名僕役牽來棕色駿馬,楊復翻身而上,讓樂山樂水另外帶上府中侍衛出去尋找,他疾馳而去。
If she goes out of the city gate, there should be registration in the guard. If you don’t go far, you should not be back. A servant led a brown steed, Yang Fu turned over and let Leshan Le Shui take the other government guard out to look for him.

***

今日一早,淼淼趁著楊復離開之後,天濛濛亮時換上以前的丫鬟服。敲昏了來送早膳的丫鬟,將她藏在衣櫃中,低頭悄悄溜了出去。
Early today, Miao Miao took advantage of Yang Fu’s departure and changed into the former servant girl’s clothes when he was bright. The servant girl who knocked down to send breakfast, hid her in the wardrobe, slipped and slipped out.

天邊一片青黛,她又低著頭,是以樂山樂水並未發現異常,讓她輕鬆得逞。淼淼甫一出府便直奔碼頭,恰好一個時辰內有一搜福船停港,她便到附近當鋪換了一袋銀子,上了向東駛去的福船。
There was an indigo in the sky, and she lowered her head. She did not find anything unusual in Leshan Le Shui. As soon as she went out of the house, he went straight to the dock. In a moment, a Fuzhou ship stopped at the port. She went to the nearby pawnshop for a bag of silver and went up to the East.

當楊復發現異常,並出府尋找的時候,她已經離開四五個時辰了,中間路過多個州府,他就算快馬加鞭也趕不上。
When Yang Fu discovered something unusual and went out to look for it, she had already left the four or five hour. He could not catch up with many other states in the middle.

淼淼隔著衣服握緊血石,心中無比焦灼,快點,再快一點。
Miao wears blood stone across his clothes. His heart is extremely anxious. Hurry up and hurry up.

船頭甲板撲通一聲,濺起半人高的浪花,濡濕了甲板一小塊地方。有眼尖的船客看到了,大聲招呼其餘的人:「有人投湖了,快來救人啊!」
The bow deck plopped, splashing up half a tall spray and moistened a small area on the deck. The sharp eyed passengers saw it and shouted to the rest of them: “someone has thrown the lake. Come and save somebody!” ”

***

城內城外遍尋不著,就□□外好幾里的官道上都搜了個乾淨,依然沒見到淼淼的影子。她只能是走水路了,楊覆命人去下一個碼頭截住福船,然而船內裡外搜了一遍,還是不見她。
The city was not found everywhere, but it had been searched for many times in the official circles. She could only go by the waterway. Yang ordered people to go to the next dock to intercept the boat. However, the boat searched inside and outside, but still did not see her.

這時才知兩個時辰前有一女郎落水,船上的人都下去搜救,可惜水流湍急,沒有找到她。聞言楊復攏握成拳,臉色陰鷙得可怕。
Only then did I know that a girl fell into the water at two hours ago, and the people on board went down to search for help. Unfortunately, the water was swift and did not find her. Wen Yan Yang clung to his fist, and his face was dark and terrible.

還是晚了,她一點機會都不留給他。
She was late, and she didn’t leave him at all.

兩日後四王向聖人告假,帶領幾名侍從前往東海,走水路歷經五日終於抵達。立在海岸邊,冷風迎面撲來,入目是無窮無盡的水域,波瀾壯闊。海中有捕魚為生的居民,幾片扁舟飄在海面上,愈發顯得渺小。
Two days later, the four kings went to the saints to leave, led several servants to the East China Sea, and took the waterway after five days. Standing on the coast, the cold wind is coming face to face. In the sea, there are fishermen living on the sea, and a few boats are floating on the sea.

正值落日時分,海平面漸漸吞沒了太陽餘暉,將遠處的海水染成橘紅色,一點點垂落。
At the end of the day, the sea level gradually engulfed the sun’s rays, and the distant sea was dyed orange red and dropped down a little.

樂山上前詢問:「王爺,這要如何尋找?」
Leshan asked: “Wang Ye, how do we look for it? ”

過了一會兒楊復才道:「雇幾家漁民的船,下海找人。」
After a while, Yang Fu said, “hire several fishermen’s boats and go to the sea to find someone. ”

樂山面露踟躕,別說這會兒人都回家了,就算天色還早,難道真要在這東海裡找人嗎?
Don’t say that people are all home now. Even if the weather is still early, do you really want to find someone in this east sea?

好在楊覆沒有勉強,讓他們去找最近的民居借住一宿,第二天再開始找人。他一路很少休息,經常站在船頭想事情,沒想到今晚也不打算休息,竟要在海邊站一整夜。樂山勸了幾句未果,只能任由他去。
Fortunately, Yang did not reluctantly let them go to the nearest residence for second nights to find someone else. He seldom rests all the way. He often stands at the bow and thinks about things. He never thought that he would rest tonight, but he would stay at the seaside for a whole night. Leshan has advised a few unsuccessful sentences and can only let him go.

他們在東海找了大半個月,有幾人的鳧水水平明顯見漲,始終沒找到淼淼和衛泠。
They have been searching for more than half a month in the East China Sea, and several people have obviously seen their level of water, and have never found Miao Miao and Wei Ling.

楊復不擅水,便站在船上等消息。當侍衛再一次回稟說找不到時,他薄唇一抿,下一瞬人便躍入海中。
Yang Fu was not good at water, and he stood on the boat and waited for news. When the guard again said he could not find it, he folded his lips and then jumped into the sea in the next instant.

淼淼,是否本王死了,你才會回來?
The Miao, if the king is dead, will you come back?

周圍侍衛嚇得不輕,紛紛沉入水中救人,好在他們反應及時,四王並未出什麼大事。
The surrounding guards were frightened, and they sank into the water to save people. Fortunately, they responded in time.

翌日一行人啟程回京,終於放棄了大海撈針。
The next day, a pedestrian returned to Beijing and finally gave up looking for a needle in a haystack.

***

大越太平三十四年,聖人廢黜太子楊諶,東宮無主,朝中分為四王和六王兩派。
In the thirty-four years of Tai Yue’s peace, the sage dethrone Prince Yang Chen, and the eastern palace has no owner. He divided into four kingdoms and six kingdoms.

兩年之後,立四王為太子。太平三十七年,聖人崩殂,舉國悲慟。四王御極,天下大赦。
Two years later, the king of the four kings was the prince. In the thirty-seven year of Taiping, the sage collapsed and the whole country mourned. The four kings are on the throne, and the world is amnesty.

聖人即位將近一年,後宮卻連位嬪妃都無,朝中大臣不無著急。幾次諫言請聖人冊封皇后,均被他拒絕了,以至於聖人而立之年,膝下卻連一名子嗣都無。
The sage ascended the throne for nearly a year, but there were no concubines in the palace. Several admonition requests the sage to seal the queen. He was rejected by him, so that even when the sage was born, he had no offspring.

御書房內,皂靴踩在地磚上的聲音分外清晰,一名宮人彎腰來到跟前,「聖人,尚書右僕射李老求見。」
In the imperial study, the sound of soap boots trampled on the floor tiles was clear, and a palace man bent over to the front. “Sage, Li Lao, the right soldier, asked for it. ”

翹頭案後的人停筆擱在筆架上,抬眸朝他看去,眉宇間皆是平靜,語氣卻十分冷淡:「不見。」
After the head up, the man stopped to put his pen on the pen rack, and looked up at him. His brow was calm, but his voice was very cold: “No. ”

那老頭兒打的什麼主意他豈會不知,這陣子沒少在他耳邊念叨,無外乎年紀不小了是該立後了,如此才能穩定朝政。他立不立後卻要由著這群老頭兒操心,楊復眉峰低壓,聽得膩煩。
The old man’s idea of the idea of what he would not know, he did not little in his ear nagging, no more than a small age is to stand, so that the stability of the government. When he stood up, he had to worry about this group of old men. Yang Fu’s eyebrow peak was low and he was bored.

宮人領命,惕惕然退下去回稟。
The palace man led his life, and he went back.

書房內重又恢復安寧,他素來不喜人在跟前伺候,即便如今身份不同,也只讓他們在門外守候,跟前並無別人。楊復拉開一屜,取出一副裝裱精美的畫卷,看得出來有些許年日,但卻被保存得極好。
In the study, he returned to peace again. He was never happy to wait on the front. Even though his identity was different, he kept them waiting outside the door. Yang Fu opened a drawer and took out a picture of a beautifully decorated picture. It could be seen for some years but was kept very well.

捲軸在案上鋪展開來,緩緩露出一張精緻俏麗的臉龐,小姑娘笑意盈盈地看著前方,眉彎新月,皎潔慧黠。細看之下畫上之人的眼睛被婆娑得褪了色,她就這麼一直靜靜坐著,紮根在他心裡無法拔除。
The scroll spread on the case and slowly revealed a delicate and beautiful face. The little girl looked at her in front of her smiling face. The eyes of the painting were whirled and faded, so she sat there silently, rooted in his heart and could not be removed.

「淼淼……」楊復的手放在那雙靈動的妙目上,聲音飽含思念,「你是不是忘了本王?」
“The Miao…” Yang Fu’s hand was placed on those clever eyes. His voice was full of yearning. “Did you forget this king? ”

她走時說不準何時回來,讓他忘了她,如今三年過去了,他還是沒能照她說的做。
When she left, she could not tell when to come back, so that he forgot her. Now that three years have passed, he still can’t do what she says.

為何還不回來?
Why not come back yet?

難道真要他等一輩子嗎?
Do you really want him to wait for a lifetime?

每月他都會派人到東海一趟,沿海各處搜尋她的痕跡,甚至在海邊設有侍衛,時刻注意東海情況。然而始終沒找到她,她就跟憑空消失了似的,再也沒出現過。
Every month, he sends people to the East China Sea to search for traces of them along the coast, even with guards at the seaside, always paying attention to the situation in the East China Sea. However, without finding her, she vanished from the sky and never appeared again.

***

四王府仍保留著當年的模樣,一草一木均未移動,雖然久不住人,但下人將此處打理得極好,同幾年前沒甚變化。
Four the palace remained in the same shape. Neither the grass nor the wood moved. Although the people could not live long ago, the inferior people managed it very well.

楊復每隔一段時間便回來一趟,最常去的是五桐閣,蓋因那裡種著淼淼心心唸唸的兩顆蟠桃樹。如今樹已長大,每年結出幾十顆果子,楊復讓人採摘起來製成桃脯,等淼淼回來之後給她嘗嘗。
Yang Fu came back every once in a while. The five most frequently visited were the two Tung peach trees, which were very fond of heart and soul. Now the trees have grown up and produce dozens of fruit every year. Yang Fu has been picked up to make peach preserved.

雪甌的體型大了一倍不止,大老遠見到楊復便偎了上來。這些年都是王府的婢子餵養它,看來日子過得不錯,否則也不會如此發福。
The size of snow’s body is more than doubled. Yang Fu saw him all the way from far away. All these years, the servants of the Royal Palace have been feeding them. They seem to be living well, otherwise they will not be so lucky.

楊復俯身撓了撓它的下巴,屏退身後眾人,「陪朕走一趟?」
Yang Fu bent down and scratched his chin, and stood behind him, “accompany me.” ”

雪甌似是聽懂了他的話,慢悠悠地晃在他腳邊。它懶惰不少,沒有以前那般好動活潑了,還是一樣地傲慢。
Snow seemed to understand his words, and slowly shook his feet. It is lazy, not as active and lively as before, but still as arrogant as it is.

尚未走近,便見五桐閣門口匆匆跑出來一個丫鬟,正是三年前伺候過淼淼的那位。
Before approaching, I saw a servant girl running out of the gate of the five Tong Pavilion. It was the one who served the Miao three years ago.

楊復叫住她去路,那丫鬟才看清前方的人,撲通一聲跪在地上,「聖、聖人……淼淼女郎……」她磕磕巴巴說不清楚,唯有「淼淼」二字咬得分外清晰。
Yang Fu asked her to go, and the servant girl saw the man in front of him and fell on his knees. The Miao girl… “She can’t say clearly, but only two words” Miao Miao “bite clearly.

楊復一僵,胸口捲起軒然大波,好似有東西要衝破胸腔,帶來從未敢想的奢望。等不及她把話說完整,楊復大步前往五桐閣內,金線紋案墨靴踩在石階上,有一瞬間的遲疑。
Yang Fuyi was stiff and his chest was full of waves. It seemed that something had to break through the chest, bringing the hope that he had never dared to think. Can not wait for her to complete the words, Yang Fu strode to five Tung Pavilion, the gold thread case ink boots stepped on the stone steps, there is a moment of hesitation.

萬一不是呢?
What if it’s not?

沒等他多想,雪甌已經喵嗚一聲躥了出去,直奔院內而去。他陡然回神,加緊腳步來到庭院,窄袖下的雙手微不可查地顫抖。
Before he could think about it, snow went out and went straight to the hospital. He suddenly returned to his feet and stepped up to the courtyard. His hands under the narrow sleeves were trembling uneasily.

繞過鶴鹿同春影壁,他睇向兩顆桃樹方向,赫然停住。
Bypassing the shadow of the crane deer in the same spring, he looked at the direction of the two peach trees and stopped.

身穿碧青色妝花褙子的姑娘踮起腳尖,正要夠頭頂那顆長得圓潤飽滿的桃子。好不容易夠到了,她高興地彎起唇角,側臉精緻,白皙通透。察覺到院裡動靜,偏頭往影壁覷來,日光灑在她漂亮的臉蛋上,耳邊鬢髮鬅鬆,毛茸茸地添了幾分暖意。
The girl dressed in blue and green flowers was tiptoed on her toes, and was about to reach the top of her head, which was round and full of peaches. It was hard to reach her. She bent her lips happily, her face was exquisite and fair. Aware of the movement in the courtyard, the side of the head is staring at the wall, sunlight sprinkles on her beautiful face, her hair is loose on the side of the ear, and her hair is a bit warm.

她檀口微張,詫異地盯著來人,連腳邊何時臥了一隻灰色大貓都不知道。
She looked at the stranger with a surprised look. He didn’t even know when a gray cat was lying on the foot.

佇立片刻,她伸手把桃子遞過去,抿唇一笑,「王爺,你吃不吃桃子?我給你賠罪。」
Standing for a moment, she handed out the peach to her lips and smiled. “Can you eat peach, Wang Ye?” I am guilty to you. ”

楊復幾步上前,不待她反應過來,已經緊緊地圈她入懷。
Yang Fu stepped forward and did not wait for her reaction. She had closed her arms tightly.

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