90 Days of Spring: 81 – Day 80

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第 81 第八十日 Chapter 81 The Eightieth Day

今日散朝後聖人把他叫去殿後,扔了幾卷畫冊到他跟前,第一幅是位女子婀娜而立的場景,往後幾幅便不用看了,意思不言而喻。
Today, after the scattered Dynasty, the sage called him to the rear of his palace and threw a few volumes of pictures to his front. The first was a woman’s curvaceous scene.

聖人和衛皇后催得緊,大有今年年底便為他置辦婚事的架勢。沒了姜阿蘭,還會有其他京城貴女,他總不能一個個去調查別人的底細。楊復頗有幾分頭疼,喜歡的姑娘尚未徹底拿下,卻還要應付這些瑣事。
The sage and the queen of the guard urged him to marry him at the end of this year. Without Jiang Alan, there will be other expensive women in Beijing. He can’t go over the details of others one by one. Yang Fu had a bit of a headache. The girl she liked had not yet taken it completely, but she had to deal with these trivia.

樂山從瑞灃院回來,壓低聲音道:「綠竹說是她冒犯了淼淼女郎,願受懲罰,並無別事。」
Leshan came back from Ruifeng hospital and lowered its voice. “Green bamboo says that she offended the Miao girl and was willing to be punished. ”

瑞灃院原本有兩個丫鬟當差,另一個不久前告假回鄉了,是以只剩下綠竹一人。聽這原因委實簡單了些,但這丫鬟守口如瓶,問不出別的什麼,只得作罷。
There were two servant girls in the Ruifeng hospital, and the other left home just a few days ago, leaving only one green bamboo. It was a little easier to listen to this reason, but the servant girl kept silent and could not ask anything else, so he had to give up.

楊復正在翻看蘇州府貪污案的卷宗,聞言抬起頭來,「如何冒犯?」
Yang Fu is looking at the files of corruption in Suzhou, and Wen said, “how to offend?” ”

樂山仔細回想,「似是說了幾句不該說的話,當時沒別人在旁邊,具體不知是何情況。」
Leshan carefully recalled, “it seems to have said a few words that should not be said. At that time, no one else was there. ”

楊復略一沉吟,「將她交給管事處置,另外調遣兩名丫鬟去瑞灃院。」
Yang Fulve once said, “give her to the management, and send two girl servants to Ruifeng hospital. ”

樂山應是,行將退下時被喚住,「王爺還有何吩咐?」
Leshan should be called back when it is going to retire. “What else does Wang have to order?” ”

楊復舉起羊毫筆蘸了蘸墨汁,提筆寫字,「聽說成淮去隴州建了座花圃,可有此事?」
Yang Fu raised his sheep’s pen and dipped it in ink to write and write. “I heard that Huai went to Longzhou to build a flower bed. ”

「是有此事。」樂山道。
“There is this. “Leshan road.”

四王與霍郎君多有來往,不過均是在避人耳目之處,兩人私下交情甚篤,臨行前霍川曾與楊復見過一面。正因為如此樂山才會密切關注隴州之事,想到那個雙漂亮卻毫無光彩的眼睛,難免升起遺憾。
The four kings had much to do with Huo Lang Jun, but they were all in the hiding place. The two people were very intimate in their private affairs. Huo Chuan once met Yang Fu before he left. It is precisely because of this that Leshan will pay close attention to the matter of Longzhou, and think of the beautiful but luster eyes.

一封信上寥寥幾句,不乏有蘇州府各路官員的名字,楊覆疊好放入信封中,遞給樂山,「用火漆封好,送到成淮手中,不得有誤。」
There were few words on one letter. There was no lack of the name of the officials from all the roads in Suzhou. Yang overlay and put it into the envelope and handed it to Leshan. “It was sealed with a paint and sent to the hands of Huaihe. No mistake.” ”

樂山頷首,「屬下領命。」
Leshan nod, “under the command.” ”

說罷轉身離去,楊復揉了揉眉心,案上燭台照得他臉色更加疲憊。他重新喚來丫鬟,「淼淼睡了嗎?」
He turned around and left, Yang Fu rubbed his eyebrows, and his face became more tired after the candlestick on the case. He again called the servant girl, “is it sleeping?” ”

自從下午回來她便不大對勁,整個人心不在焉地,同她說什麼都像沒聽到一般。楊復便讓她留在房中休息,他到書房辦公,不知不覺夜幕降臨,也不知她這會兒是否還睡著。
Since she came back in the afternoon, she was not quite right. The whole person was absent-minded to say nothing to her. Yang Fu lets her stay in the room to rest. He goes to the study office and unknowingly arrives at night. I wonder if she is still asleep at the moment.

丫鬟應一聲,「稟王爺,淼淼女郎方才醒了,用過晚膳後一直沒睡。」
The servant girl should say, “the king, the Miao girl has just waken up and has not slept after supper. ”

楊復起身走出書房,「她在做什麼?」
Yang Fu got up and walked out of the study. “What is she doing?” ”

丫鬟實話實說,「發呆。」
The maid told the truth, “daze.” ”

確實像她會做的事,楊復輕聲一笑,轉眼來到溶光院正室門口。室內燃著一盞昏昧的油燈,燈下的小姑娘托腮愣神,盯著燭火一眨不眨。烏黑眸中閃爍著光芒,然而卻驚不起她眼中半點波瀾。
Indeed, as she would do, Yang Fu smiled softly and came to the door of the main chamber of the light house. A faint oil lamp was burning in the room, and the little girl under the lamp was staring at the candle without blinking. Black and black eyes sparkled, but she could not surprise her eyes.

楊復行到跟前,伸出五指在她眼前晃了晃,她才回神,「王爺,你怎麼回來了?」
When Yang Fuhang came up, he stretched out five fingers and shook it in front of her eyes. Then she came back to God. “How come you’re back, Wang Ye?” ”

「公事辦完後,自然就回來了。」他在一旁坐下,偏頭笑道。
“After the business was done, it came back naturally. “He sat down, with a smile on his head.

淼淼提壺倒了一杯茶水遞到他跟前,「你喝口茶。」然後便又坐回原處發起呆來,琉璃般的大眼睛盯著前方,不知想些什麼。若是平常她會熱切地偎上來,笑吟吟地喋喋不休,並非眼下這種沉默。
He poured a cup of tea to him and said, “you drink tea.” Then he sat back to his place and started to stay, staring at the front with his glazed eyes as if he did not know what to think. If usual, she would be eager to cuddle up, laughing and chattering, not the moment of silence.

若是出了其他大事,她應當會焦慮著急,而不是魂不守舍。楊復斂眸,既然她今天去了瑞灃院,那必定見到了衛泠……同他有關?
If anything else happens, she should be anxious and anxious instead of being distracted. Yang Fu looked at her eyes. Since she went to Ruifeng hospital today, she must have seen Wei Ling. Is it related to him?

心中驀然不安,他卻冷靜地喝一口茶,「可是衛郎君出事了?」
When he was upset, he drank a cup of tea calmly. “But what happened to Wei Lang Jun? ”

聽到衛泠的名字,淼淼下意識一驚,險些從繡墩上跳起來,她神色慌亂地搖搖頭,「沒有,衛泠沒事。」
Hearing the name of Wei Ling, Miao Miao was surprised and almost jumped from the embroidered pier. She shook her head in confusion. “No, Wei Ling is all right.” ”

然而這反應到底將她出賣了,怎麼看都不像是沒事的樣子。楊復烏瞳一沉,大約能猜到幾許,「淼淼,別在本王面前想他。」
However, the reaction betrayed her in the end, how not to look like nothing. Yang Fu Wu’s pupil is sinking. He can guess a few words. “Miao Miao, don’t think of him before this king. ”

他們以前的糾葛他無能為力,越介意越像一根毒針,深深地紮在心尖兒上,刺痛不甚明顯,毒液卻蔓延至每個角落。他至今都不能確信,在她心裡究竟誰的份量更重一些,這種不安生生將他折磨至此。
Their former entanglements can not help him, the more like a needle, more like a needle, deep in the tip of the heart, the pain is not obvious, the poison is spread to every corner. He is still not sure who weighs more in her mind.

淼淼嘴巴一扁,「明明是你問我的……」
Miao mouths are flat, “obviously you asked me… ”

燈光下她的俏臉褪去兩分明豔,更添些許柔和,眉眼間皆是控訴。楊復忽地就心軟了,恨不得將她揉進懷裡,到哪兒都帶著,只是他一個人的。而他確實這麼做了,伸手將她撈到跟前,困在雙腿之間,「今日聖人給了我幾幅畫卷,你可知其意?」
Under the lighting, her funny face faded away, and added a little softness. Yang Fu was so soft that she wanted to rub her into his arms and take him everywhere. He was alone. And he did so, reaching out to her and trapped between her legs. “Today, the sage has given me several pictures. Do you know what it means? ”

淼淼身量不高,平常被他俯視慣了,這會兒卻比他高出一個頭,恰好能摟住他的脖子。她被成功轉移注意力,苦思冥想一番,「讓你作畫?」
Miao is not very tall. He is usually used to look down on him, but at the moment he is a head above him and can hold his neck. She was successfully diverted, thinking hard, “let you paint?” ”

楊復壓下她的腦袋,額頭相抵低語:「不是,讓我挑選未來四王妃。」
Yang Fu pressed her head and whispered her forehead: “no, let me pick the next four princesses.” ”

淼淼不動了,情緒忽地低落下來,「你不要娶別人。」
When the Miao is not moving, the mood drops suddenly. “You must not marry others. ”

她慢慢鬆開楊復,企圖從他懷裡逃開。明知這些事是躲避不了的,就算她變成了人,楊復也不能娶她。可她還是不想把他拱手讓人,她想起衛泠曾說過的話,抬起水眸商量道:「你不要娶別人好不好?」
She slowly loosened Yang Fu and tried to escape from his arms. Knowing these things can not be avoided. Even if she becomes a human, Yang Fu can not marry her. But she still did not want to give him up. She remembered what Wei Ling had said, and lifted up the water Mou and said, “don’t you marry someone else, OK? ”

小心翼翼的口吻,惴惴不安地盯著他每個神情,這小姑娘總能輕易打動他的心弦,讓他的心融化成一片。楊復隨之起身,不發一語地握著她的手腕走出正室,沒給她掙脫的機會。
With a cautious tone of attention, he gazed at his every look. The little girl could easily touch his heart and melt his heart. Yang Fu got up and walked out of the main room without a word, holding her wrist.

淼淼不明所以,「王爺要帶我去哪?」
So, “where does the king take me?” ”

廊下燈籠高懸,守夜的丫鬟本欲發問,但看清兩人氣氛後識趣地停住。楊復一直將她帶到書房,推開直櫺門,用火摺子點燃燭燈,牆上登時投出兩道長長的影子。
The lantern of the porch is hanging high, but the servant girl at night wants to ask questions. But after seeing the two people’s atmosphere, he stops with interest. Yang Fu always led her to his study, pushed the straight door, lit the candle lamp with the fire fold, and threw two long shadows on the wall.

楊復帶她來到短榻前,「坐著,別動。」
Yang Fu took her to the couch and sat down. ”

淼淼正在困惑,他已來到翹頭案後,鋪開一張宣紙,提筆仔細觀察她的眉眼。淼淼總算明白他要做什麼,起身便要過去,「你要畫我?」
Miao Miao is puzzled. He has come to the head of the case, spread out a Xuan paper, put pen to carefully observe her eyebrows. Miao finally understood what he was going to do and got up. “You want to paint me?” ”

楊復正色,語氣卻分外溫柔,「乖,坐回去。」
Yang Fu was right, but his voice was gentle, “well, sit back.” ”

淼淼聽話地坐回短榻上,盈盈妙目泛著希冀的光芒,唇角不由自主地彎起,「為什麼畫我?」
Miao Miao obediently sat back on the couch, Ying Ying’s eyes were full of hope, and the lips were bent uncontrollably. “Why do you paint me? ”

楊復一派雲淡風輕,「日後皇后再問起,我便可以拿這幅畫給她。」
“Yang Fu is very quiet,” asked the queen later, and I could give her this picture. ”

她撐著塌沿,笑意垮了下去,「皇后會生氣的,她不喜歡我。」
She collapsed and laughed down. “The queen will be angry. She doesn’t like me.” ”

「怎麼會?」楊復坐於案後,在宣紙上落下一筆,其實不必多看,這張臉早已熟悉至極,閉上眼時她的每一個表情都生動地浮現在腦海中。「上回留你在宮中,她曾誇過你。」
“How can it be?” After sitting in the case, Yang Fu dropped a pen on the paper. In fact, he didn’t have to look at it much. The face was already familiar, and every expression of her eyes was vividly in his mind when she closed her eyes. “The last time you left you in the palace, she once boasted you. ”

淼淼驚喜地睜圓雙目,「誇我什麼?」
The vast ocean is surprised to open his eyes. “What do you say to me?” ”

楊復噙著笑意,「冥頑不靈。」
Yang Fu, with a smile, was “stubborn.” ”

上回衛皇后讓她勸說楊復,無奈好話賴話說盡了,她就是不肯答應。事後衛皇后將此事告訴楊復,氣惱評價她「冥頑不靈」。這事楊復不曾跟淼淼說過,今日經她一問忽然想起,故意說來捉弄她。
The queen of the last time asked her to persuade Yang Fu, but she had no choice but to say yes. After that, Wei told Yang Fu about this, and she was annoyed to comment that she was “stubborn”. Yang Fu had never said to Miao Miao that she suddenly thought of it and asked her to play tricks on her today.

淼淼果然沒聽懂,她識文斷字是半吊子水平,更別提什麼深奧的成語了。「什麼意思?」
Miao Miao really did not understand. She was literate and literal. “What do you mean?” ”

紙上兩道黛眉輕掃,楊復眸色更行溫和,「說你靈巧懂事。」
On the paper, two eyebrows were swept away, and Yang Fu’s eyes were more gentle. “You are smart and sensible. ”

淼淼哦一聲,嘿嘿傻笑,算是把這個成語記住了。
Miao Miao Oh, one, hey hey giggle, it is to remember this idiom.

她本就是個閒不住的性子,老老實實地坐了半個時辰後便急了,時不時探著腦袋偷看他作的畫,可惜只能看到宣紙一角,畫上如何根本看不見。她一動,便被楊復輕聲喚住,「你乖不乖?」
She was an idle temperament, and after half a hour, she was in a hurry, looking at his head from time to time and peeping at the paintings he made, but it was a pity that he could only see the corner of the paper, and how the painting could not be seen at all. When she moved, she was whispered by Yang Fu, “are you good?” ”

起初淼淼還會點頭,「乖。」
At first, there will be a nod, “good.” ”

到後來實在著急得緊,撥浪鼓似地搖頭,「不乖不乖。讓我看一眼,只看一眼好嗎?」
After that, he was very anxious and shook his head like a rattle. Let me take a look, just look at one eye, OK? ”

楊復抬眸,無奈中夾雜著幾許寵溺,「畫好了再看。」
Yang Fu raised his eyes, but he could not help but indulge in the mixture. ”

「萬一你把我畫醜了怎麼辦?」淼淼撅嘴,但還是依言端坐著。
“What if you have painted me ugly?” “The pouted mouth of the Miao, but still sit in the words.

她見楊復不說話,慧黠妙目一轉,故意軟聲問道:「王爺,我美嗎?」
When she saw Yang Fu did not speak, she turned her head in a soft voice and asked, “is it beautiful, Wang Ye?” ”

這姑娘鬧騰起來實在教人招架不住,楊復彎了彎唇,並未回答這個問題。然而他不說,淼淼便不厭其煩地一直問,以至於偌大個書房迴蕩的都是她的軟糯的聲音。
The girl was so noisy that she couldn’t answer the question. Yang did not answer the question. However, he did not say that Miao Miao asked him patiently, so that the voice of her soft waxy voice echoed in the vast library.

「王爺,我美不美?」
“Lord, am I beautiful?” ”

「你說話呀。」
“You speak. ”

「為什麼不理我……」
“Why do not take care of me…” ”

她氣呼呼地鼓起臉頰,瞪著前方不動聲色的人,差點就撂挑子不幹了。在淼淼又問了一聲後,大抵是被她的毅力折服了,楊復嘆息般低聲道:「美。」
She hustled up her cheeks and stared at the quiet person in front of her, so she almost stopped working. After asking Miao Miao, he was overwhelmed by her willpower. Yang Fu sighed as if he were silent. ”

淼淼心滿意足地彎起雙目,小模樣別提多麼得意,「我知道。」
The Miao man contented his eyes, and said, “don’t be so proud.” I know. ”

以前她不覺得自己長得多麼出眾,自打變成人後,整日在王府裡晃悠,黏在她身上的視線越來越多。甚至她有時一笑,丫鬟便臉蛋紅紅地別開頭,「女郎生得極美,我若是男子,必定要被您迷死了。」
In the past, she did not feel that she was much more outstanding. Since she became a human, she has been swinging in the palace of the palace all day, and has more and more visions on her body. Even when she smiles sometimes, the servant girl will not start with her face red and red. “The girl is very beautiful. If I were a man, I would be fascinated by you. ”

這時候淼淼才知道,哦,原來她生得這麼好看。
At this time Miao Miao knew, oh, she was so beautiful.

兩個時辰後,她的畫像終於畫好了。淼淼迫不及待地跳到跟前,眼巴巴地瞅著楊復手裡的畫像,「讓我看看!」
After two hours, her portrait was finally painted. Miao couldn’t wait to jump up and look at the portrait in Yang Fu’s hands. “Let me see!” ”

畫上的小姑娘坐在彌勒榻上,雙手撐著塌沿,水眸含笑,靜靜地凝視著前方。眉如遠黛,唇似櫻桃,面若桃花,躍然浮動在畫卷之上,栩栩如生。淼淼在跟前認真端詳著,猶如在鏡中看另一個自己,「好像。」
The little girl was sitting on the couch in Maitreya, her hands on the edge of the collapse. The eyebrow is as distant as the daisy, the lip is cherry, the face is like peach blossom, floating on the scroll, vividly. Miao is looking closely at him as if he were looking at himself in the mirror. ”

夜已至深,楊復用鎮紙壓著,「明日找人裱起來,不早了,先回去睡吧。」
The night was deep. Yang Fu pressed down with the town paper. “Tomorrow I’ll find someone to mount it. It’s not early. Go back to bed first.” ”

坐了兩個時辰,饒是睡了一整個下午也扛不住,淼淼依依不捨地回頭,「那你以後得掛起來。」
After sitting for two hours, Rao slept for an entire afternoon and couldn’t help it. “Then you have to hang up later.” ”

楊復頷首,「好。」
Yang Fu nodded, “OK. ”

她不放心,「就掛在書房裡,你每天看書疲憊了看一看我,心情就會變好了!」
She is not at ease, “hanging in the study room, you read every day tired, look at me, my mood will be better!” ”

倒真會往自個兒臉上貼金,楊復含笑刮了刮她的鼻子,「看畫不如看人,倒不如直接把你叫來。」
I would really like to put gold on my face. Yang Fu smiled and scratched her nose. “It’s better to see people directly than to look at them. ”

淼淼捂著鼻子咪嗚一聲,「萬一我不在呢?」
Miao Miao with his nose snore, “what if I’m not there?” ”

楊復一頓,「不會的。」
Yang Fu, “No.” ”

他不會讓她離開,這一輩子她都只能在他身邊。
He will not let her leave, and she can only be around him all his life.

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逃避兩天之後,淼淼覺得不能再這麼下去了,她得著衛泠好好說說,否則以後她都不知該如何面對他。有些話她在心裡醞釀了許多遍,反反覆覆地糾結,這天終於下定決心要去瑞灃院一趟。
After escaping for two days, Miao Miao felt that she could not go on like this. She had to speak well with Wei Ling, otherwise she would not know how to face him. Some of her words had been brewing many times in her mind, and she had repeatedly decided to go to Ruifeng hospital.

才踏入門口,便覺院內不大對勁,好似跟前天來時不大相同。院裡不見那個名叫綠竹的丫鬟,只有兩個粉藍色長衫的丫鬟在提水,她快步來到跟前,望瞭望正室問道:「衛泠在嗎?」
Before entering the door, I felt that the hospital was not quite right, as if it were not the same as the day before yesterday. In the courtyard, the servant girl named green bamboo was not seen. Only two maids of pink blue long Blues were raising water. She came to the front, and looked at the room and asked, “is Wei Ling in?” ”

那兩個丫鬟面面相覷,大約認得她,其中一個搓了搓手道:「女郎莫非不知,衛郎君昨日便離開了。」
The two girls looked at each other and recognized her. One of them rubbed her hands. “Can the girl know that Mr. Wei left yesterday?” ”

淼淼腦中一翁,「離開了?」
A Weng in the brain of the Miao, “left? ”

她不過多猶豫了一天,他便走了麼?可是為什麼走之前卻沒跟她說一聲?淼淼不相信,沒等兩人回答便衝入屋中,室內窗明几淨,內室收拾得整齊乾淨,並無人居住痕跡。
She just hesitated a day, and he went? But why didn’t you speak to her before leaving? Miao Miao did not believe that he had rushed into the house without waiting for two people to answer. The room was clear and bright, and the inner room was neat and clean.

連丁點兒衛泠的影子都沒有,淼淼忽而想起什麼,來到榻前掀起軟枕,果然沒有那枚香囊。衛泠走了,他什麼都帶走了,唯獨不跟她說。
Even a little bit of Wei Ling’s shadow did not come to mind. When he remembered something, he came up with a soft pillow before the couch. Wei Ling went away. He took everything away, but he did not speak to her.

心裡湧起一股說不出的難受,對衛泠的愧疚又多了幾分。她走出室內,那兩個丫鬟還在院外杵著,她不依不饒地詢問:「衛泠去哪兒了?」
There was an uneasy pain in my heart, and I felt a little more guilty about Wei Ling. When she came out of the room, the two girls were pestling outside the hospital. She asked, “where’s Wei Ling?” ”

兩人均是茫然,「衛郎君走前並未告訴婢子行程,婢子也不知曉。」
The two of them were at a loss. “Wei Lang Jun did not tell his servant the journey before leaving, nor did the servant know. ”

她見兩人面生,不知想起什麼,「怎麼是你們?她呢……」半天才想起那丫鬟的名字,「綠竹在哪?」
When she saw the two faces, she did not know what she thought. “How are you? And she… “For a long time, I remembered the name of the servant girl.” where is the green bamboo? ”

這個很好回答,她二人道:「綠竹被管事調往後院雜役了,女郎要見她?」
This is a good answer. She’s two Humanitarianism: “green bamboo is transferred to the backyard for service. The girl wants to see her. ”

淼淼點點頭,「帶我見她。」
A little bit of the head, “take me to see her.” ”

經由兩人引路,她來到後院浣洗衣服的地方,在一排排衣服前找到綠竹的身影。淼淼迫切地上前,開門見山,「你知不知道衛泠的去處?」
Guided by the two men, she came to the backyard to wash clothes and found the figure of green bamboo before a row of clothes. The Miao is eager to come forward and come straight to the point. “Do you know where Wei Ling is going? ”

綠竹正在擰衣裳,見她到來頗為意外,「衛郎君?」
Green bamboo is twisting her clothes. It is quite unexpected to see her coming. “Wei Lang Jun? ”

聽清淼淼話後,她表情黯淡地垂頭,「婢子不知……」
After listening to the Miao dialect, she hung her head in a dim expression. ”

怎麼可能知道呢,她只是一個丫鬟而已,他的行蹤怎麼可能告訴她。連衛泠已經離開了,她都是現在才知道。淼淼實在是病急亂投醫了,見她模樣不像作假,便沒繼續糾纏,一溜煙跑出後罩房。
How could it be known that she was just a servant girl? How could he tell her whereabouts? Lian Wei Ling has left. She knows all about it now. Miao Miao was really sick and rushed to the doctor, and she did not continue to be entangled.

路過一方池塘前恍然徹悟,直罵自己蠢笨,掏出胸口的血石緊緊握在手心,挑了個不甚明顯的地方躲藏。她比以往都要緊張,醞釀半天才輕輕開口,「衛泠,你為什麼走了?」
Before passing a pond, he suddenly realized that he was stupid. He pulled out the blood stone from his chest and held it tightly in his palm. He chose a less obvious place to hide. She was more nervous than ever, and began to talk quietly for a long time. “Wei Ling, why did you leave? ”

血石在她手中變熱,可惜等了許久都沒得到回應,淼淼試著又叫了一聲,「衛泠?」
The blood stone became hot in her hands, but it didn’t get a long wait. Miao tried to cry again, “Wei Ling?” ”

毫無反應。
There is no reaction.

她急了,把這個血一樣的石頭高舉到太陽底下,一連串兒地喊了好幾聲衛泠,「你到底在哪?是不是因為我才走的?」
She was so anxious that she raised the blood like stone to the sun and shouted a few lines of Wei Ling, “where are you?” Is it because I’ve gone? ”

陽光刺入她的眼中,淼淼眯起雙眸,看著石頭裡不斷流動的那滴血液,鼻子一酸,聲音毫無預兆地哽咽起來。「我還有很多話……你是不是不打算原諒我了?我那天太驚訝了,所以沒能跟你好好說……」
The sunlight pierced her eyes, and Miao Miao squinted her eyes, looking at the dripping blood in the stone. Her nose was sour, and her voice choked without warning. “I have a lot of words… Are you not going to forgive me? I was so surprised that I couldn’t tell you better… ”

話說得語無倫次,也只有她自己能聽明白。
Her words were incoherent, and only she could understand herself.

那邊的衛泠或許聽不見了,她呆呆地倚著樹幹坐下,情緒一下子跌入谷底。
The Wei Ling on the other side may not hear her. She sat down on the tree trunk and sat down with emotion.

***

那幅畫用散花綾裱好掛在書房中,正對著楊復的翹頭案,只消一抬頭便能看到她的笑臉。
The picture was hung up in the study and hung up in the study with Yang Hua Fu’s head. She could see her smiling face as soon as she looked up.

他正在查看隴州寄來的書信,便聽門外傳來匆匆腳步聲,一個身影闖入書房,「王爺,你知不知道衛泠走了?」
He was looking at the letters sent from Longzhou, and heard a hurried footstep outside the door, and a figure broke into the study. “Wang Ye, do you know that Wei Ling has left? ”

楊復放下信,偏頭睇了她一會兒,「知道。」
Yang Fu put down the letter and looked at her for a moment. ”

府內任何動向管事都會向他稟明,何況這並非小事,衛泠離開正是他放的行。昨兒回來得晚,沒來得及從她支會一聲,沒想到這姑娘今天便知道了。看樣子,還十分在意。
Any movement in the government will be clear to him. Besides, this is not a trivial matter. Wei Ling is leaving his line. When she came home late yesterday, she didn’t have time to call from her. Look, you care.

淼淼頓覺無力,急得快要哭出來,「你為何不告訴我?我……我還有話沒說呢……」
Miao Miao felt weak and anxious to cry. “Why didn’t you tell me? I… I have nothing to say… ”

楊復凝眸,「什麼話?」
Yang Fu gaze, “what’s the word? ”

她恍若未聞,跑出一腦門的汗,「我找不到他了,用血石找他他也不理我……怎麼辦,萬一衛泠出事了呢?」
She had not heard of it and ran away from her forehead. “I can’t find him. He’s looking for him with blood stone. He doesn’t even care about me.” What do you do, in case Wei Ling has an accident? ”

楊復按住她發顫的雙手,拿起帕子拭去她額上汗珠,「昨日是府上侍衛護送他出城門的,官道十分安全,你不必擔心。」
Yang Fu held down her trembling hands and picked up her perspiration on her forehead. “Yesterday was the guard to escort him out of the city gate. The official way was very safe. You don’t have to worry about it.” ”

在他的安撫下,淼淼的情緒漸漸平定下來,「那他為什麼不理我?」
With his comfort, the mood of the Miao gradually calmed down. “Why did he ignore me? ”

楊復頓了頓道:「或許沒聽見罷。」
Yang Fu said, “maybe I didn’t hear it. ”

她悶悶地嗯一聲,暗中打算晚上再找他一回。
She muffled, uh, secretly planned to find him again in the evening.

天氣轉入深唇,天氣一天天熱起來,稍微一動便是一身的水。淼淼白天出了很多汗,傍晚時沒用晚膳先洗了個澡,一整個下午都急得團團轉,這會兒終於平定下來。衛泠很厲害,他不會出事的,他可能是生她的氣,所以才不理她。
The weather turned to deep lips, and the weather became hot every day. During the day, he had a lot of sweat. In the evening, he didn’t use the late meal to take a bath first. He spent the whole afternoon in a hurry. Wei Ling is very fierce. He will not get into trouble. He may be angry with her, so she ignored her.

思及此淼淼輕聲喟嘆,她一定要好好跟他解釋。
Thinking about this, she must explain it to her.

用過晚膳後窩在榻上,她握著血石猶豫不決,不知該不該開口。他如果沒事,白天為何不理她,是因為不想理她嗎?那她現在再找他是不是自討沒趣?
She used to sit on the couch after supper, and she hesitated to hold her blood stone. If he was okay, why did she ignore her during the day, because she didn’t want to talk to her? Does she look for him again now?

踟躕之際,楊復已經洗漱完畢,他坐到塌沿揉了揉她的腦門,「日後總有相見機會,無需急於這一時。」
At the time of hesitant, Yang Fu had finished washing. He sat down on the edge of the cliff and rubbed her forehead. “There will always be a chance to see each other. ”

淼淼眨了眨眼,彷彿在思考他這句話。
Miao Miao blinked, as if thinking about his words.

室內只留下一盞燭燈,熏籠香料裊裊傳來,淼淼還沒回過神來,手中的血石便被他拿走了,放在一旁的桌幾上。她伸手去夠,「還給我。」
Only a candle lamp was left in the room, and the spice of the smoking cage was coming up. The Miao had not recovered. The blood stone in his hand was taken away by him and placed on the table beside him. She reached for enough, “return it to me.” ”

無奈手太短,還沒夠到便被他握住柳腰,毫無預兆地跨坐在他的腰上。她臉上一紅,「你幹什麼?」
But the hand was too short to reach him, and he was holding his waist and sitting on his waist without warning. She was red in her face. “What do you do?” ”

楊復的手掌有力溫熱,沿著她纖細的腰肢往下移動,「走了麼?」
Yang Fu’s palm was strong and warm, moving down her slim waist. “Gone?” ”

愣了半響,淼淼才醒悟這話什麼意思,行將張口,裙襬下已探入一隻不規矩的大手。她咬唇嚶嚀一聲,身子一軟抵在他胸口,害羞地耳朵通紅。
After a long silence, Miao Miao woke up to what he meant by this. He opened his mouth and put his skirt under his feet, and then he went into an unruly hand. She chewed her lips, and her body flutted against her chest, and her ears were red with shyness.

楊復執意要問個清楚,「淼淼,告訴我。」
Yang Fu insisted on asking clearly, “Miao Miao, tell me. ”

淼淼咬著下唇,「你難道不知道嗎……」他的手都碰到了,還故意這麼問。
Miao bites his lower lip. “Don’t you know… “He met all his hands, and asked him on purpose.

這些天委實忍得厲害了,才將她拆吃入腹,未料想隔天便來了癸水。為了照顧她的身體,不得不作罷,如今好不容易等癸水走乾淨了,他自然會放過她。
These days, it was very hard for her to eat and eat. In order to take care of her body, she had to give up. Now it’s hard to wait for the Kui Shui to go clean. He will let her go.

楊復抬手放下銷金幔帳,翻身將她壓在身下,待她能接受之後,扶著她纖腰徐徐送入。
Yang Fu raised her hand and put down the gold curtain. She turned over and pressed her under her body. After she could accept it, she helped her to slender her waist and slowly put it in.

還是有些疼,並且漲得厲害,卻比第一次容易接受了。淼淼情不自禁地嗚一聲,猶如一葉扁舟,隨著他的動作沉沉浮浮。腿心酸脹得厲害,不斷地被充實塞滿,忍不住從口中溢出輕聲嬌吟。
It’s still painful, and it’s getting worse, but it’s easier to accept than the first time. Miao Miao can not help but cry, like a boat, with his movements floating deep. The legs were so swollen that they were filled with fullness and could not help spilling out of their mouths.

燭燈昏昧,一低頭便能看見小姑娘不勝承受的嬌樣,楊復將她雙手壓在床頭,十指相扣,動作有越發激烈的趨勢。她總能輕易撩撥他的心弦,不需過多的言語,一個眼神便另他無法自持。
The candlelight is faint, and one head can see the little girl can not bear the charming, Yang Fu pressed her hands on the head of the bed, ten fingers buckle, the movement has more and more intense trend. She can easily stir up his heartstrings, without too many words, and a look can not help him.

她身子很敏.感,一入得深了便緊緊地絞著他,楊復清湛的嗓音益發低沉,「淼淼,我想要個閨女……」
Her body was very sensitive. She felt very strong when she got into the deep, and Yang Fu Qing’s voice was more and more low. “I want a girl… ”

淼淼仰頭咬住他的肩膀,留下一排細小的牙印,「又不是我能決定的……」
Miao raised his head on his shoulder and left a row of tiny teeth marks. “It’s not what I can decide.” ”

她被弄得渾身無力,最後軟軟地躺在他懷中,長睫毛蓋住那雙明亮眸子,倦倦地睡了過去。
She was so weak that she finally lay softly in his arms. Her long eyelashes covered her bright eyes and went to sleep weary.

***

四五日後正值立夏,掰著指頭算一算恰好是她來岸上的第九十個日子。
Four or five days later, at the beginning of summer, counting fingers was the ninetieth day when she came to shore.

三個月眨眼就過去了,她本是無比懼怕這一天到來,自打脫離了那個丫鬟的身體,變成人後,這一天便不足為懼。
The blink of an eye passed three months ago. She was so frightened that the day came and she was afraid of herself.

淼淼每天都拿著血石問話,沒有一回得到回應。
Miao Miao asked questions every day with blood stone.

這幾天楊復一得空便不放過她,大抵是以前忍得久了,每晚都要將她壓在床上摺騰一兩個時辰。淼淼哪裡招架得住,這會兒連走路都雙腿痠疼,偏偏他饜足之後精力十足,同她截然相反。
These days, Yang Fu did not let her go when she was free. Most of the time she had been able to endure for a long time, she had to squeeze her in bed for one or two hours every night. Miao Miao where can be caught up, even now walking legs ache, but after he satisfied with the full energy, contrary to her.

好不容易盼得他離開一會兒,淼淼洗了個澡,披著褙子來到院外,趁機偷閒曬太陽。
It was hard to expect him to leave for a while. Miao took a bath and went to the hospital with his son.

正當她要回去時,只覺胸口的石頭一陣陣發熱,連忙掏出來查看,血石散發著瀅瀅紅光。她倉惶捧到跟前,不等對方開口急急道:「衛泠?」
Just as she was about to go back, she felt the fever in her chest and rushed out to see it. She hurriedly held up, not waiting for the other party to speak urgently, “Wei Ling? ”

那邊有些嘈雜,伴隨著淙淙水聲,窸窸窣窣的聲音過後,卻不是衛泠,「你就是淼淼?」
There was some noise there, accompanied by the sound of gurgling water, but not after Wei Lin’s voice. ”

聽著像個老者,嗓音略有沙啞,沉穩和緩。
Like an old man, his voice is husky and calm.

淼淼滯了滯,「你是誰,衛泠呢?」
The water is stagnant, “who are you, Wei Ling?” ”

「他在東海,上回你變成人的藥物便是我給的。」明明上了年紀,但是語氣聽著硬朗,「你我也算有些淵源。」
“He was in the East China Sea. The last time you became a human drug, I gave it to you. “Obviously old, but with a strong voice,” you and I have some sources. ”

這麼說……他是東海那位鮫人老者?
So say… Is he the old man in the East China Sea?

淼淼頓時變得恭敬起來,捧著血石神情肅穆,「老爺爺,我很感謝您,只是一直沒機會跟您說。」她撓了撓臉頰,緊接著問:「衛泠為何會在你那?他這些天怎麼不理我?」
Suddenly, the Miao became respectful and solemnly holding blood stone. “Grandpa, I am very grateful to you, but I have never had a chance to tell you. “She scratched her cheek, then asked,” why is Wei Ling in your place? How can he ignore me these days? ”

然而老人下一句話,便讓她霍然僵住——
But the old man’s next words made her stiff.

「他命不久矣,臨終前來見我一面。這會兒正昏迷著呢。」
“He died soon, and came to see me at the end of the day. It’s in a coma at the moment. ”

淼淼呆住,再開口時語氣顫抖,「你說……什麼?」
When he was silent, he began to speak with a shiver. Huh? ”

對方一聲長嘆:「他這身體快不行了,估計撐不了多少時日。」
The other side sighed deeply: “he is dying of health, and it is estimated that it will not last many days.” ”

淼淼仿若一尊泥塑,春風拂在她身上,卻帶來徹骨的寒意,從頭冷到腳。
Miao Miao is like a clay sculpture, the spring breeze on her body, but bring a chill of cold, from cold to feet.

衛泠不行了?他要死了嗎,可前幾天見面不是還好好的?郎中也來查看過,道他並無大礙,只需好好養著便是。
Wei Ling can’t? Is he going to die, but not a few days ago? He also came to check that he had nothing to do with it.

為什麼命不久矣?
Why do you die soon?

淼淼嗓子乾澀,幾番張口都說不出話來,吞吞嚥咽才憋出一句:「為什麼?」
The voice of the Miao is so dry that he can hardly speak when he opens his mouth. ”

老人低頭看了看石床上的人,雖然他幾次警告不許說出實情,但他都要死了,再不說難道要帶到陰曹地府麼?
The old man looked down at the man on the stone bed. Although he warned him not to tell the truth for several times, he would die.

沒得到他的回應,淼淼生怕他忽然斷了聯絡,焦急問了好幾聲:「衛泠究竟怎麼了?求你告訴我……」
Without his response, Miao Miao was afraid that he suddenly broke up and asked anxiously several times: “what’s wrong with Wei Ling? Please tell me… ”

對方經過一番斟酌,娓娓道來:「他身上原本就帶著舊傷,是兩個月前來東海取藥留下的。事後又過來一趟,找我求取能變成人類的藥丸,那藥物我煉製幾十年仍未成功,他卻執意要拿走。為了增大成功的機會,他硬生生捨棄了幾十年的修為,如今一身的傷,怕是無力回天了。」The other side, after some deliberation, said: “he had old wounds on his body, and he came to the East China Sea two months ago to take medicine. After that, I came over and asked me for a pill that could turn into a human being. I hadn’t succeeded in refining it for decades, but he insisted on taking it away. In order to increase the chance of success, he gave up for decades. ”

淼淼只覺腦內一聲轟鳴,她俯低身子縮成一團,止不住地輕顫。
Miao Miao only felt a roar in the brain. She bent down and shrunk into a ball.

原來沒有能變成人的藥,是衛泠為了成全她,把他的修為渡給了她。現在她如願以償,可是衛泠卻要死了。
Originally, there was no medicine that could turn into human beings, but Wei Ling had given him to him for her sake. Now she had her wish, but Wei Ling was going to die.

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